Today marks the eleventh day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. From where I'm sitting, all I see is rain pouring from the sky, light and subtle enough that you can't see it if you aren't looking for it. That is how it feels for me. It's a fine line between happy and unhappy. I'm stuck between the two of them, and it seems that neither can decide if they want me on their side. As I get older, the colder seasons have been feeling t

Today marks the tenth day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. I have been working at the same grocery store for three years; through these three years, who I am and the way I interact with others has fully transcended. You might wonder how I can tell that I've changed. To that, I have a simple response: I can tell through the interactions of others and the way they choose to seek me out. Before, I was quiet and well-liked, but now

Today marks the ninth day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. There is one show that I can watch from beginning to end, over and over, it's a pretty well-known series called Gilmore Girls. It's a 2000s drama with seven seasons and a revival season called a Year in the Life. I don't like the revival, so it's not a part of my rewatch; it feels forced to me and doesn't give off the same kind of warmth. If I had to pick a reason that e

Today marks the eighth day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. Not even a couple of days ago, I had told my friend that I missed the times when I could spend hours diving into a book and finishing it in one sitting. Since I had said that, I have finished one book and gotten two hundred pages into another. I realized that it was something that I felt passionate about. Reading makes me happy, and it helps my spark stay vibrant. I've

Today marks the seventh day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. I've been told that I am a humble but confident person. One of the biggest compliments I've received is that it's the way I carry myself that draws people to me. Would you believe me when I said I wasn't always like this? When I was younger, I carried myself with kindness, and sure, I was outgoing then too, but it wasn't the same as it is now. I was backed with a lot o

Today marks the sixth day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. I am about to talk about something near and dear to my heart, it is personal, and I feel that quite a few will be able to relate. The relationships we have with others are pillars that hold us up through thick and thin. I don't mean romantic relationships exclusively. I mean the romantic ones, the ones we have with friends, family members, classmates, acquaintances, and

Today marks the fifth day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. Christmas has been my favorite holiday for the longest time, although it doesn't quite illuminate the same magic that it did when I was younger. I remember when I would stay up late watching Christmas movies the night before or even sleeping in the same bed as my sister. I was so excited about Santa, I even asked for a picture to be left on my camera, and well, he delive

Today marks the fourth day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. First off, here is your disclaimer that I am not an avid reader who reads a book a week. Sometimes I start a book, get halfway through, and don't pick it up for months, or I sit down and finish a book in six hours. Then, when I'm taking classes and focused on schoolwork, I end up in a book slump because my brain can't handle any more words being fed through it. Lately,

Today marks the third day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. You may read the title and think it's silly, thinking well, doesn't each person move every day? The answer is yes, but the movement I am talking about is more intentional. For the past two weeks and onward, I have committed myself to running two miles a day. There are multiple reasons for this, but one stands above all the others. Each day when I come home from work, I a

Today marks the second day of Blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. For the past few hours, I have been reorganizing my room. Each day I skip between going to work, my internship, the gym, running, and sleeping. This leads to a lot of clothes on the floor and random trash in every crevice. It's miserable. I trip on obnoxious items, and even being around them stresses me out. It stresses me out to the point where I don't want to deal wit

Today is the first day of blogmas. Fifteen days of my thoughts, with some Christmas cheer sprinkled in. People tend to mention the phrase you only live once when you have a fear worth conquering. If you think about it, you don't only live once, you live every second of every minute of every hour of every day of your life. To me, that's much more motivating and captivating than only living once. I mean, welp, I die, and that's it? I am choosing to face my fears, but while they

What happens when we die? Does anyone truly know? I mean, sure, we each have our own guess, maybe some are more realistic than others. I'm not sure what I think happens, but I hope that it's something peaceful. One theory is that after death, our souls reincarnate into a new body. Whether it be human, animal, or some other kind of life force. That brings me to my next question: when you look up into the night sky, what do you see? You might see a vast, never-ending span of da

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